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I CAN’T DEAL WITH THIS SHIT NO MO

My mind
My mind
my mind

I’ve been living inside my mind

Searching for the answer
But avoiding the solution
Searching. Avoiding.

But
I can’t
I can’t deal
With this shit no mo

THIS SHIT

Not that shit, which ain’t mine yet I help clean
    That shit, which ain’t mine yet I manage
    That shit, nah

I can’t deal with this shit no mo
And if I keep dealing with that shit, I’ll end up going bat shit

So I won’t…and I won’t…and I won’t

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